Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Comforting Confirmation

Tonight I went to Succot Hallel. I arrived a little late. But interestingly, that is what God wanted. By being late I was able to take a bus with a friend and have a quick chat. Once I got there I got a phone call so I walked outside so I ran into another friend and we had a go chat and prayer. Then I finally was able to go in and stay. One of the ladies that was there is another dancer. And in my opinion a very good dancer. I still feel like I am a novice. So when there is a person whom I think is better then me I sometimes have a hard time entering into dancing worship. It was also possible that I wasn't suppose to dance yet. So I sat or stood for most of the time. Then there came a time of intimacy and during times of intimacy I find that is when I want or need to dance the most. So I found two flags that I felt I should use. I danced and I flagged and I didn't care who watched. In fact I stood in the middle of the room. Then at the end of the watch I was helping her clean up and she came and told me that my dancing in the middle was beautiful. So I am still moving forward in knowing that I do what I am called. If that makes sense.

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